17.05.05 _and that's the end. potential || can we make it somehow? ____ i'll spill my heart for you. ]]
16.05.05 _list of 7.
14.05.05 _i want the old life back.
13.05.05 friday the thirteen
09.05.05 yays and boos.
08.05.05 pounding me.
07.05.05 ankies weakies.
03.05.05 _untitled ]]
01.05.05 _feel good
30.04.05 _i said maybe
28.04.05 _failed the percentage.
26.04.05 _everybody is so hot in rj. literally.
24.4.05 _i hope i've lost you forever.
22.04.05 _running away from the truth.
19.04.05 _when lies become the truth.
18.04.05 _when winter comes in summer.
12.4.05 _point
9.4.05 almost_there
6.4.05 _drama queen
3.4.05 _pay for this
2.4.05 that chipmunk voice.
28.3.05 we meet to part like we live to die.
26.3.05 the rafflesian blood.
18.3.05 not_overthemoon
17.3.05 all that i've got-
16.3.05 _nice try
14.3.05 `check: [ in random order ]
12.3.05 `indulging in se|f-pity
11.3.05 -twisted.
8.3.05 finished-
7.3.05 leaving the past.
1.3.05 bored with school.
28.2.05 - not wanting to look like i care.
27.2.05 tomorrow.
26.2.05 - almost perfect.
21.2.05 - sick
19.2.05 [ 82% ]
15.2.05 - sing the sorrow
13.02.05 - outside.
8.2.05 - now that's new.
6.2.05 - the gathering point.
3.2.05 negative disorder acting up again.
01.02.05 ` i dread.
27.01.05 [ nostalgic ]
18.01.05 a spastic letter.
18.01.05 ` nothing can replace Cedar ]]
13.01.05 || the dilemma between interest and
9.1.05 ` the post-birthday mood.
7.1.05 ` liking 05S25 more? maybe. ]]
5.1.05 || the conversation is dead.
4.1.05 ` luciano [ honour ]
1.1.05 || 2 0 0 5 ||
30.12.04 [[ dreading tomorrow.
27.12.04 :: so many changes, i can't take them all at once ::
22.12.04 || i think not.
18.12.04 ` so many nightmares before christmas ||
16.12.04 ` countdown: 8 more days?
12.12.04 ` nobody has seen it a||
10.12.04 ` what's happening to me? ]]
9.12.04 || sad excuses and false hopes high ||
8.12.04 `trainings @ Cedar & NJ. hmmm.
4.12.04 [ random acts of mindlessness ]
01.12.04 [ netball farewell chalet ] `farewell? =(
24.11.04 the pre-prom blues fun
23.11.04 if only it is that simple.
19.11.04 :: in the still ::
13.11.04 `stressed yet onlining ]
11.11.04 :: in the sense of the sky ::
2004-11-05 [ lalala ] O's is a nightmare.
2004.10.19 = assified me, woooots. =
2004.10.17 ` say how much it means to me ]]
2004.10.16 [[ can we survive out there,
2004.10.14 // a sprinkle of rain //
2004.10.09 :: confusion seeps in and takes over ::
2004.10.02 // all the shit that you do //
2004.09.28 ___until the day i die..
2004.09.25 [ do you realise // obession is a sin ]
2004.09.24 [ but still i run ]
2004.09.23 [ let's try satisfying the empty inside ]
2004.09.21 getting away with murder
2004.09.02 [ stockholm syndrome ]
2004-08-29 censored parts, go allow your imagination to flow in any direction it wants to flow.
2004-08-26 irritation on saturation
2004-08-25 and can you hear the sound of hysteria?
2004-08-14 don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head. [ i miss you ]
2004-08-09 kyur4 th ich
2004-08-07 ppr : kut
2004-08-03 back from my hibernation period.
2004-06-27 life goes on. ( heh. heh. heh. )
2004-06-23 you can conquer hunger, you can conquer heat, you can conquer tiredness, but you sure can't conquer thirst.
2004-06-21 shit does right.
2004-06-20 interesting statistics that make you go 'hmmmm'
2004-06-18 kinda in a lala mood now. weeeee. ( !?!?! )
2004-06-14 schizophrenia is salvation to those who get dizzy walking the path of life and find they have been treading a circle.
2004-06-10 the procrastinative procrastinator is procrastinatingly procrastinating.
2004-06-06 good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment.
2004-06-04 padang here i comeeeeeeeee!!!
2004-05-31 flabiness suck. yeeeeew.
2004-05-28 cranky stuff you'll dread.
2004-05-27 ok, the elmo song! =D
2004-05-25 pure crap. =)
2004-05-25 the elmo song exists? =\
2004-05-23 mood swings are evil. tsk. tsk. tsk.
2004-05-22 i can never live up to expectations of anyone.
2004-05-20 maaaaajong!
2004-05-18 majongy
2004-05-17 "worry does not empty today of its sorrows but empty tomorow of its achievements."
2004-05-13 .d.r.
2004-05-11 sleep is now the priority over school.
2004-05-10 the one i love, striking me down to my knees. over and over again.
2004-05-01 i feel so small
2004-04-21 x-rays are cute. i think.
2004-04-18 i do, but do you?
2004-04-16 i'm running dead.
2004-04-10 liberation is the best solution. maybe. maybe.
2004-04-02 i'm at it again.
2004-03-22 shit me
2004-03-20 abandon the search for Truth; settle for a good fantasy instead.
2004-03-03 that bisexual freak i know...
2004-02-15 that's right.
2004-02-02 completely misread, i'm better off dead.
2004-01-30 excellent day to have a rotten day. yay.
2004-01-28 life's a stage and we're all desperately unrehearsed.
2004-01-21 health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
2004-01-19 thong5!
2004-01-16 lost in the crowd
2004-01-09 why stop now just when I'm hating it?
2004-01-04 few minds wear out; more rust out.
2003-12-23 paranoid android
2003-12-16 life. loathe it or ignore it, you can't like it.
2003-12-14 piercing through the silence
2003-12-11 faithless
2003-12-05 nothingness
